Every night I looked for you,
in my mind I searched,
but I did not find what I was looking for.
Instead I stumbled upon photos in the night,
those photos once live memories,
now faded by the "light".

I miss you much, my best friend.
I miss our laughs, our cries, our days.
Moments of frozen time,
will soon begin to melt,
because Summer's on it's ways.

You stood diligently by my side
day after day, year after year.
Now time has slipped between our fingertips,
and you are still not near.

I hope your life is all you've dreamt,
I hope all joy, all happiness, all love is cast,
but soon we'll become forever faded photographs,
melted memories slipped into the past.

I am so ready for this semester to be over.

I have been studying so much the past week (and even more yesterday and will be studying a whole lot today as well). I don't remember last semester's finals feeling so.... tiring. I will be so glad when it's over. I definetly need a break.

I applied for a job working in the computrer lab at school. I think it'd be perfect to work at school since they always work around your school schedule. I hope I get it. I'd really like to start saving and to start help paying for books.

I was talking to my biology Professor and she told me I should go into cellular biology, or molecular. I think that's sooo exciting! I would love to just go to work and study cells all the time and learn more about them! The cells are just so fascinating and we hardly know anything about them. It amazes me how complex our bodies are and how smart we are yet how little w know about how our own bodies do things and why the do things. Why do you look the way you look? Why do we age? Theres a lot of questions to be answered and I wouldn love to be on a team who helps to find the answers.

Margarita moved out a few days ago I believe. I don't really remember because thsi week has kind of blurred together due to all the studying. Anyways, the point is she moved out and I quite hoenstly don't really care. She has been driving me crazy anyways because of her complete lack of effort in class. I don't care if you hate math, if you make a commitment to be in a course, you do your best while your in it. You don't go to class late and then take notes when you feel like it and text in class and then go home and never attempt to do ANY of the homework. That just shows me you're lazy and I really hate it when people don't put effort into whatever they do. Don't do it if you aren't going to try!!!!!!!!!! Seriously.

So, Yeah... good for her I guess.

Anywaysss, I'm planning to work out before I go and start studying for a super long time again. I studying for 9 hours yesterday, NINE! Omgsh. Luckily, I have a really nice boyfriend who took me to Incredible Pizza and took me to see Iron Man 2 (which was really good btw) to relieve some of the stress. Well.. I actually wouldn't call me studying stressful, it's just tiring and I needed a break and Michael gave that to me.

I'm going back into orchestra for the Fall semester. I am really only going for the scholarship money. I really don't want to have to practice, but it'll be good for me. It's a good relaxer and to be able to take a break in between studying and practice a bit will be soothing... kind of, maybe.

Well, I'm going to waste more time on facebook til I go to the gym.

Bye!